失去的梦想

At last I told mum the bad news, as I predicted she was so down and fainted. So what can I do ? Take it or leave it ! The next step was....... I have to stop my studies in college and my uncle immediatedly fetch me out from my rented room. The environment of my room was so bad full of dust and shared with 4 persons. My dream to further my study in UK was over everything gone ! 我去英国读Degree的梦玩完lor.............. 我的生活从此完完全全的改变, 系依个时候我可以点阿? 接受啦!

Start from that day my diet was fully controlled, I no more taking outside food. My daily meal only served with steam fish (without oil, soy sauce) and vegetable (without salt and soy sauce). Gosh............ how to eat ? 点样吃阿? 无盐, 无油联酱油都唔多一滴, 真系好难吃. 但系可以点? 唔吃就吃远宝蜡烛ger啦................... Doctor recommended me admit to hospital for fully check up. I remember the 1st day I was admited, there was no bed for me, I just slept on a moveable bed which usually the bed use to carry emergency patient. I only get my bed on the second day, and the environment was bad. The toilet was dirty, the food was bad. I still remember the meal were bread and tea for breakfast, fry fish/curry chicken for lunch and hard boil egg/a little curry for dinner. I don't understand how can they serve patient with this kind of food, CRAZY!!!!! I felt so deseprate, so stress and think to ran away from the hospital. Luckily my uncle told me " We have to change for the environment and not the environment change for us. "

人系要为环境而改变而唔系环境为人而改变.