雪上加霜

Doctor recommended me to have a second test for my renal function. For the whole waiting period it just the most suffering period I have ever felt. 虽然短短四五天, 但依几天的折磨真系唔系讲笑, 真系很难过. This few days I started to control my food, sleep early and do a lots of praying, other than that I don't know what else to do. In the mean time I keep on telling my mum not to worry and everything will be fine. Although her emotions seems better than before but I know she was still so sad and worrying.

要来临个一天终于到了, 我真的唔想去检查, 真的不想! 但....在某些情形下系唔可以逃避, 无论点都系要面对. 1st doctor ask me to take blood test for my renal function, then go for ultra sound lastly I need to collect 24hours urine. Doctor ask me to return in 3days time to collect my report. Gosh............... another 3 days! I need suffer 3 more days, it's really crazy! On the 3rd day doctor told me that my report doesn't bring a smile, my condition get worse and the most unacceptable news was....................... I also being diagnose that I was a Hepatitis B carrier and my liver not seems to be healthy. I need to go dialysis immediately and the worse was there is no cure for me ! 点解一日里面有感多坏消息冲着我而来, I really out of my mine ! 依D唔系叫做雪上加霜lor..........There was another challenge waiting for me, how am I going to tell mum all these ?

无论事情有多坏都好, 一定要勇敢面对, 面对至少有个机会, 逃避一定无希望!